Funny events

there are some things that i'm suppose to write but i forgot about it. the last one happened last night.. hm.... my brain still asleep... o,o,o, after almost 3 weeks of skipping my walk, i started again this morning. am pretty slow now, but i'm sure i'll get my groove back. i aim to be at least quarter of my size by my birthday.. long way to go..... but, am currently enjoying the compliments that i get from my colleagues.. hehe... ;P

my financial status is virtually none currently. i can't believe my money disappears like waterfall.. sigh, so much for wanting to save up... but, i calculated my budget and i am confident that i will be able to save up and replace my savings by july. i hope. hm.. minus the spending urge i have right now.. janji i tahan not shopping then can la.... again, hm... am a girl. can stop myself or not? hehe... dilemma... so high maintenance one jadi pompuan... simple jaik, sik simple sik da duit... hehe...

oh well....

i have this new found experience now. well, actually it's a re-discovery of experience. neway..... i find it hard to maintain sometime, you have to constantly remind yourself why you do certain things, why it's important and the sweet result at the end of it. am feeling really, really, really lazy now, i just don't care... it's dangerous when you don't care anymore... i need something, a change of sort.. new challenge i guess. but logically, i don't have enough for a new challenge. i'm still drifting on the clouds, just lightly touching the ground.. sigh...

come on woman! what is wrong with you!! hut hut hut!!!

bleurgh.....